[0:00:10 - 0:00:21] At some point I was
standing in front of the bookstore and that book just stood out for me and it was something about seeing the eyes again, almost created like a moan of regression.
[0:01:55 - 0:02:01] along with doing so many other things. I mean, I literally just bought a book by
Stanton Friedman called Top Secret.
[0:04:09 - 0:04:25] I honestly come back to in the 90s at some point, I was
standing in front of a bookstore and that book just stood up for me and something about seeing the eyes again that almost created like a moment of regression or so many experience.
[0:05:13 - 0:05:20] And he said, well, we felt like there was some kind of resi
stance. I said, what do you mean? He said, I'm not sure.
[0:05:20 - 0:05:25] And I don't know whether he meant I'm not sure I should tell you or I'm not sure of the resi
stance.
[0:06:05 - 0:06:20] I think through
Stanton Friedman, the UFO researcher, and he was very well connected in the intelligence community and very supportive and very friendly and committed for dinner and came and stayed at the cabin and said it was I was doing a wonderful thing.
[0:12:25 - 0:12:33] Stan Friedman was a catalyst. And he introduced me to Robert Sarbacher and to other people.
[0:12:40 - 0:12:48] Stan gave me Sarbacher's number. And then he called me back and he said, Sarbacher is waiting for you to call him. He's very eager to talk to you.
[0:17:27 - 0:17:40] When we did the documentary with Grush last year, I asked him, there is one person that you can ask questions that can lay out that can allow you to under
stand the architecture of the program. Who would it be? And he said it was Sarbacher.
[0:24:49 - 0:25:09] And I take this extremely seriously because I think we're talking about something real you under
stand I respect this this this belief I think this paper existed maybe it still does and it's why when people are all angry about you know the government won't disclose and so forth I say wait him.
[0:26:35 - 0:27:04] If we are going to let them into our reality and I think ultimately we have to but on our terms they cannot come into and take our reality with us we must not lose dominion this is what my new book is basically about and I don't want to I'm not flacking my book here but it does it has come up well how do you maintain sovereignty while letting them because we have to under
stand their motives.
[0:27:04 - 0:27:33] Their motives and their functionality their physical functionality their motives their under
standing of themselves and we have to even if it's not necessarily a completely correct inclusion factually we have to come to a decision about what we want them to be in our reality and this has got to be a decision that is so deep that it is below the level.
[0:31:04 - 0:31:18] United States it is terribly important that we under
stand what the dark side is and not say it's demons and we don't want to push it away we have to under
stand that it's the well spring of knowledge.
[0:32:07 - 0:32:27] And so how do you tow that line? Well the first thing we have to do is to under
stand that all of us contain Faust all of us are Prometheus and we always will be that's called being human.
[0:37:14 - 0:37:33] it started in August of 1952 come October I began to get sick con
stant I couldn't I was getting one cold and so my mother takes me to the doctor it turns out I have no immune system it's broken it's broken down.
[0:46:45 - 0:47:14] and came rushing down the road and stopped in front of the house very abruptly like it was not a normal part and then the next thing I knew this object that was squared off came tumbling across the sky and went into the back pasture behind the house and it was back there glowing and I tried to talk to my dad and he was just
standing there he wouldn't he couldn't move or didn't move and then I felt like I needed to go find out.
[0:53:42 - 0:53:53] Joe the spends a retreat he there's a whole thing around like a melatonin being there's something mystical about that we still don't under
stand about how melatonin makes the
[1:05:24 - 1:05:45] Spiritually they seem far more evolved than all of us meet up on the hill together and they hang out and they talk about God con
stantly in the kingdom of heaven and they seem to have faith in some sort of higher world that that we all just they do have limited access to and kindness and truth telling or essential in that.
[1:11:36 - 1:11:51] of which was 2001 was the fantasy yeah yeah earth or see clerks movie the earth okay yeah RC Clark
Stanley Kubrick based on actually a novel by Arthur C Clark called the Sentinel right so
[1:11:51 - 1:12:09] Arthur C Clark is there I end up sitting beside Arthur C Clark in the movie no way telling the truth that's crazy so you know I'm very quiet of course because I don't want to I don't want to get thrown out and I don't think it'd be too long before another Americans can under
stand realize that I'm there based on complete bullshit.
[1:12:31 - 1:12:45] Oh he says well what do you think you're going to write a review you says I said yes I'm going to rewrite review and I'm in the review I'm going to say that you are a genius and he says well you better say
Stanley's a genius too.
[1:14:29 - 1:14:59] So I'm just like in the way polar and the the drones popping up on people thinking more about space with space X landing you know a tower from coming from space background on to earth I really do think that we have something so profound here that we have to preserve that we have to gather around to like as you said really under
stand what is it that makes us who we are what it makes it what is it that makes us makes them who they are and and so that they are here based on our terms we know that we're not they're not going to be a
[1:25:56 - 1:26:09] We got a sliver at the doctor's office he said it to the lab in under ordinary circum
stances.
[1:32:07 - 1:32:20] I go for the switches but as I'm turning I see a woman
standing at near the foot of the bed she's already in the room and a man beside her and I hear a voice in the backyard male voice go condition red.
[1:43:07 - 1:43:36] And to the two men coming into the apartment this was a just a few years ago so they explain to me the man explains to me that part of it and a few other things about our works and then he says it was invented by a man named Con
stantine Roddive and they leave and of course I immediately Google the name and I realize as I'm googling the name it's not
[1:43:36 - 1:43:48] it's not broadive he mispronounces it's Rodive a con
stant in Rodive was an expert in electronic voice phenomena electronic voice communication with the dead.
[1:46:33 - 1:47:03] Who says well yeah oddly enough I've had a slit like that in my eye for years I've often wondered in the words go through it you can't quite read I said you know I know what that is now and I explain it to him I said and he says well that's extraordinary because you know I he's written some books also but here's the weirdest thing he's one of the world's leading experts on con
stant raw of it.
[1:55:59 - 1:56:03] Eighth and then you get to seven avenue and there's a little di
stance between
[2:02:02 - 2:02:09] She looks up and there
standing beside the bed is this horrible looking blue dwarf
[2:05:18 - 2:05:24] She could blow up in your face very easily and but
Stan Friedman's to me always stood out along with John
[2:05:32 - 2:05:38] Psychiatry Department and then
Stan Friedman was like this Westinghouse nuclear engineer, right? You know
[2:06:59 - 2:07:05] Who was trying to get her to warrant a disclosure and under
stand kind of the reality of non-human intelligence
[2:11:18 - 2:11:23] metaphysical under
standing like you don't think any of your earthly actions have any implications for what you do in the future
[2:19:13 - 2:19:21] He under
stands something about the mind and my new book is all about this. It's about recovering this power
[2:26:20 - 2:26:29] We have to go back to an under
standing of that which is also an under
standing of ourselves and face the hardest thing of all